Are you thankful enough?

Hi :)

Here's me after a month talking to you all again. I am really not sure how many of you read it but it feels good to have this going. Especially because I feel there's a library inside and I really would like to just blurt things out, I feel this is a safe space. Also yes due to some personal health issues I have been off radar and maybe will continue doing so, god knows. A quick thankyou for anyone who reads!

A magical 3 day workshop which I did in March. Click for his instagram, he is awe inspiring.

As I mentioned my health issue, it's not what I want to focus on in this blog but the outcomes of it, as I really think this might help some of you. I always have been an ambitious kid, if you know me well. I run towards my dreams so fast that it does even scare some people while some are quite impressed. But iss sab ke beech me, I was living in a world in my head. Like literally. I couldn't even see, feel and contribute to the things around me as I had only one goal in mind. (Well tbh that's because the kid inside me is scared to not live that dream). But anyways I hope you do get my point. And as the month of Feb '24 started, things have kinda slowed down for me drastically. Maybe I can say that life made me slow it down as I am not able to handle so many things at once. And in this slowness for the first time I could be thankful for certain people (Including my family) around me, like genuinely thankful. I never knew this feeling. This slowness also made me feel a sense of belonging; day by day, I have been feeling a bit better. And if I had things planned out I would have ran again! Not thanking enough! Letting this feeling sink in is helping me grow, to be there for them too, NO MATTER WHAT.

Also, learnt 'again', to be grateful for what I have. I was ignoring the things ready and waiting for me just because I wanted some other things badly. Doesn't mean I stop wanting more, but being present to what I already possess is beautiful.

Felt good <3

So all in all, this was also a way to tell you guys that, just for a moment slow down and be thankful. Because I know some of you are struggling with things and it's difficult to see our blessings, maybe consider this one of them. Express it - to you maa, paa ,sister, brother, friends, relatives, pets, nature, whoever you feel like expressing it to.

And I know aise achanak se nahi hota - "Trust me I get you!" Then do small things to show your gratitude. Bas kar dena kuch, and I know you will because you read this blog yahatak!

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Random stuff-

Just wanted to talk about the Theyyam visit in Kerala in short here (Because why not, it's my blog). I will be writing about it hopefully soon and posting some pictures even sooner! Watch out, some really beautiful pictures haha.

Song recommendation - Har Har Gange (Gives me literal chills)

Movie - Ek Banda kaafi hai (Manij Bajpayee OMG)

Blah bye.